Yes. Somehow Ann told me about this remedy when I most needed it. Most of what follows is just an echo of her. I don’t really know Ann Voskamp, though I
had the privilege of meeting her once and we even talked a little. But she is Ann in my life and not some
blogger out there. And she told me to
say thank you.
She told me this when I was in the dark days. She told me this when I could hardly see how
to thank or what to thank for. And she
even told me to say thank you for the hard things. It wasn't on a sunny day – or maybe it was, I
wouldn't have noticed because I couldn't see through my own clouds to know what
was happening in the skies. She said
many other things and the way I best described what her writing did for me was
it made me able to breathe for just a few minutes and gave me a drop of water
in my thirst.
It was good medicine, this thanking God for all things. I truly believe God used this treatment to
begin my healing. Yes, there were many other things that helped me to make it through the
darkness to find the way to light, but this was one of the biggest ones. I don’t do it every day. I don’t hang the “joy dare” around my neck
like a gallows. (Oh no! I didn't finish my thankful list! What a horrible
person I am! – NO!) I don’t have to do
it just like Ann. But my thankful journal is near and my thankful wall is
growing in my dining room and I've started a joint journal with my kids that
will be continuing I hope. Because this
is cheap medicine and easy healing.
Well, not always easy – because some things are just plain hard to be
thankful for. But God molds us and
shapes us and nothing is really lost that is needed. Nothing can take us from him. That doesn't mean we don’t suffer loss,
because we do and it hurts and it consumes some days….but He still gives us
gifts in it all…even if we lose what we most wanted to keep… we don’t ever have
to lose Him. And He holds us together when we can’t hold anything together at
all.
So I keep thanking. I don’t take
this medicine as regularly as I should, but I take it often. My heart readily jumps to thank rather than
complain when I have the opportunity. Do
I complain? Yes. Does this brings life and health to myself or
my surroundings. No. The remedy?
A good dose of thanks.
The world knows this to be true and Ann told me that scientific and
medical articles are written about it.
The only lack there is whether or not they know the Author of all that
is good in the world or not. They need
to know because all of this goes back to this Just One who loves deeply and
sacrificially. If no other good thing
came my way – to know This Love would be enough to be thankful. While this is true, it is also true I would
forget, because I do that. So God has
surrounded me with so many zillions of things to remind me of Him. Lord, please open eyes so that people can see
all that You give.
Thank You. Again.
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